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Some after thoughts…

24 Sep

Hellos Peeps~
I’m finally back, even though its after ages, and I’ve promised during my 21st’s birthday that I wana blog more often, like every 3 days?
Some things like treating my skin better etc. I didn’t do it good.. I tortured my skin, sleeping with makeup on for few days consecutively~

Firstly, Happy 22nd Birthday to Jon~ My 初恋情人, time really flies and it’s already 13yrs? Gosh, getting old~

Wonder why I’m able to sit here and blog? Because I’ve changed job again.. this is already the 4th job in 4months’ time.. OH goodness! It always reminds me of what Mrs Singh said to me when I was in Braddell-Westlake Secondary… It is to … either be your own boss or you’ll never make it as a normal people..
People out there, either you hate me or you love me, there’s nothing, its just me 😀

I was talking to Ivan yesterday and he told me, its either I be a boss, don’t ever be a subordinate.. How true..

This is somewhere I’ll love to be in.. Somewhere which I feel that I’ll be able to rest my heart and soul, immersed in this ethnic cultural? Actually where this place is , but the feel is so peaceful.. Away from the heavy bustle of the city, the rush and etc. I’m a simple person, not because I’m “stupid enough” , but just because I’ve seen lots of things and I don’t want to complicate my life with so many irrelevant SHITS~ SERIOUSLY~

Recently, I attempted to donate blood because I saw the blood donation center opened at Dhoby Ghaut, which is so near to my home and workplace, it pays to stay at town 😀 And I mean… pay… literally pay alot money lor.. But what to do ? I’m such a lazy ass, no discipline to travel to work.. Hell sia .. But anyways, the attempt failed.. because I’ve not enough iron.. But I’ll try again soon 😀

Actually.. I’m really afraid of the needles and blood, but then, its a meaningful thing to donate blood, so no matter how scared I’m, I MUST BE BRAVE 😀


This is a very cool video and I can totally understand the context, maybe because I always go Klang, lim kopi , gong jiaoweh? Meaning talk cock, drink coffee.. wahahahaha

This one make my day, seriously 😀

Another cool flash mob, always admired the youth in people, the feeling of 挥洒青春, meaning unleashing youth, I had done that in my younger days, not much of a regret now that I’m a working adult, now that I’m working a regular job.. After all, I’ve done TV, ads, DJ, even learnt audio and video editing, finished my mass comm…

我不贪心,只希望现在的朋友都不变,以后还是可以相聚,无关金钱名利,大碗喝酒大口吃肉,能潇洒开心的日子就忘记痛苦。老了,以后相拥回忆往事,在黄昏下相望。-这就是我要的人生, 不管外人怎么看都不重要

I’m not greedy, I just wish that friends now will not change, in future we will still be able to gather around, without the burden of money and fame, we’ll still be able to eat drink, sing song, talk cock, happy and forget about sorrow. When we’re old, we can always recall our plentiful memories, gaze at each other like a “Sor Hai” under the sunset- This is the kinda life I want, no matter how others see me 😀

Managed to talk to Cheun Cheun , like finally, resolved our awkward moments, thank god 🙂

This video is awesome, it really talks about the kind of feeling Malaysians have 😀

I went to KL, Berjaya Times Square alone and ate this , this is similar to the Malacca cake that I’ve had in Makhota, so everything go KL can eat this le, yeah 😀

Thank you Xueyi for doing up this pic for us, it really
brings back the moments of craziness and fun 😀

Actually this post is about my after thoughts but suddenly it became bits and pieces of my life..

Now its back to sharing after thoughts..
Spoke to a friend of mine in HK, he told me loads of things and how the society works etc. Sorry friend, the only reason why I’m fighting is because I’ve promised you I will stay for one year at least, and I really felt that I’ve let you down the moment I knew about the stupid person’s decision..

Because like I said before, I honestly felt that I’m worth the price, I’m a value add to your company.. If I’m willing to work, its because of you, because I see the brain in you.. Honestly, I can’t work with people with no brains, because I really can’t stand stupidity.. Not because I’m really clever, but maybe I’m really stupid as well, but I can’t stand people who are “more stupid” than me when I’m working ? I know I have to work with them..

The only person I wana apologize to , is Ivan, because I’ve wasted your effort, you see the “talent” in me, but yet, it was wasted..

But then again, I really hate people accusing me because of money issues, especially when its money for work, its like dishonesty.. If you scold me on phone, I’ve always let you win, pacify you etc. But if it’s black and white, I can’t tolerate that.. Goodness gracious~

If somebody is able to do your own job right, and don’t ask someone else to help you do it, then you won’t have to “feel” that your authority is being over-ride.. Do understand that I’m doing it because you asked me to help you…. I wish you good luck though, looking at the chaotic situation because you don’t know anything…

Another thing, I realized, maybe I’m really suitable to do sales, because today I went back to do handover and then “My customer” came, and I served them, in slippers, no makeup and sundress, I’m able to close 3 deals today, I’m so proud of myself, woooohoooo, I opened bill for the company… I asked myself why, because I don’t have commission anyways.. But never-mind, I don’t really care a hoot anyway, the reason why I care is because of the hiring manager who saw my talent.. 真的对不起你, 抱歉

I’m doing reflections about myself as well, I was told that the way I talk will hurt people’s feeling unknowingly… I think more now, but then again, I can’t please everyone… Certain times, ITS REALLY YOUR FUCKING PASAR if you cannot express yourself… How many times I see the torture of customers running away, being pissed off by you two idiots and etc. I tried to help and you stupid idiot keep thinking I will snatch your sales? Think again? When Natalie and Joanne was in the shop, why can’t you just open your eyes to see and you’ll understand it’s easy to do a sale? Just duplicate and you can’t even do that?

Friends of mine, I know you know I’m what kind of pattern before we’re friends anyways, but I still wana do some reflections, I’m sorry if I’ve hurt your feelings, I WILL TRY to think more before I open my big fat mouth to blabber, wahahahahaha.. Try lah, give me some time lah~~~~~

Sometimes it’s not I don’t understand social things, but this is not what I intended to do for my life.. Honestly speaking, I don’t care a hoot about climbing the corporate ladder, because 我真的不屑什么办公室政治, 我也不想成为公司的狗, 我放工之后, 就是my freaking pasar, its none of your business what I do, how I live my life…
I just wana earn loads of money and travel around, I don’t need to do anything stupid and I don’t crave for power.. 名誉跟权利都是空虚有的东西, 多少人为了这些在奔波? 人生苦短, 为什么不要为自己的人生制造更多的美好回忆呢?

Everyday, people fight for power and fame, seriously, get a life? Travel more? Study more? Don’t do stupid things can or not?

I just want more time to travel around, experience different cultures and meet new people, eat more special foodiesssssssss and create more wonderful memories for myself… I’m too self centered but then again, it is your own life, and your own life, you have the right to decide what to do…

My colleague told me, because I’m too strong, he hate me 🙂

Thank you colleague, because I’m happy that I’m strong, you should buck up too, good luck, I wish you well 🙂

Okies, up till now.. may seem that I’m not remorseful… Give me more time to sound more remorseful? I really need the time, but maybe not the chance lah… I’m more free to go shopping now~ WOHOO~

Sometimes I think it’s time to let go liaos:

Finally, this is the kind of life I want, which is why I LOVE KENTING Taiwan~ AWESOME 垦丁真爽~

Life goes on..

10 May

Lots of things happening to me,I thought I would be a happy person when I’m back..

But yet.. I was left to faced the “biggest” problem of my life..

I was into a relationship before I left for my trip.. I didn’t planned for the relationship.. But it was fate.. But yeah, it was fate also that I left for one month and when I was back, I was having food poisoning.. But I still went over to find him..

He told me.. He just “timer” me.. What a joke?

What was worst was the later part.. Where I found out, the woman was a much older one…

Literally, older doesn’t mean wiser.. She’s old, FUGLY and stupid, by stupid, I mean… way stupid than me~ OMG~ I guess that was what that I couldn’t take? Hahahahahahahaha~

What a joke??

I remember what my cousin told me before, in a relationship, its either you hurt him or he hurt you.. LOL

Quite true..

Life goes on and I figure out its time to move on..

Even if you don’t want me to leave while you still want her… You’ve no priority for me already..

Whenever you dumped me to rush to see her.. whenever you talk on the phone like no tomorrow and dumped me aside.. I think that’s enough…..

I don’t know why, but since you’ve “made your choice”, I shouldn’t linger on and be a wishy washy idiot..


Well… After almost a month, life goes on..


13 Apr

Hello Peeps~
I was busy exploring Taiwan and haven’t been blogging, one of the reasons was the computer was slowwwwwww ~

Anyways, I’m now in KL, away from Taiwan already, and that damn Tim is gg Taiwan today T_T

How ENVY~~~~

I wasn’t in the best of my mood these few days , most probably due to me being sick, and some stupid people and news LOL

I was showering in KL when I suddenly thought of these two songs ~

And ~

Considerations for my future

9 Feb

Hi guys,

I believed some of you would already knew about me going to Hong Kong for 2 weeks and Taiwan for two weeks as well..

Altogether, it would add up to one month, which will be the longest “vacation” I would have for my life, until now at least.

The reason for being away for so long is because, I wanted to try going overseas to seek my future.. Be it my career or studies.

I went to Hong Kong once, and it was only for a pathetic one day.. But nevertheless, HK is a nice place, at least for me.. Because I felt that, I like how the landscape is, how the weather is when it’s cold, how everything look so “dramatic”, because I’m a HK drama fan.. So yeah.. It feels quite unbeliveable for me to be walking into “movies & dramas”..

That aside, HK people are more direct, and I prefer that. Although sometimes they may sound a little rude to extremely rude, but at least, that’s how it works and HK ppl are very practical people.. I like that 🙂

I flaged for a taxi, and ask the driver go to my hotel, which was 5mins drive away, and I even gave him a map, point out to him where.. And he just gave me two words, “Don’t know”….. I guess it was just a culture in HK 😛

As for Taiwan, I’ve always been a fan of Taiwanese Drama, it was just AWESOME!

Say I’m an idiot, say any shit you want, I DON’T CARE 😛

Another thing about TW is, I LOVE NAMEWEE!!!

Something that’s rude but true from Namewee

I was laughing in the middle of nite! His movie is AWESOME! I watched it twice, wished he could gave me two tickets 😛

He is just pure awesome! I wanted to go Ming Chuang Uni because my IDOL , Namewee was there to complete his studies, and I just felt that he’s damn impressive, able to do something that lives in my heart !

This was what I was viewing, it was not bad, sounds like Namewee though:

But of course, again, I may not be talented even with proper training…T

Nevertheless, I wana go to HK & TW to try living like a local and see if I like it and then plan my next step..

But think again, he’s not wrong to ask for no racism, although sometimes Namewee is doing it in a comical way, but at least, its better than this:

This is the real development journalism, what we learnt in school was totally “crap” cause of this..

But then again, racism is a scary thing…
Incidents in Indo, Africa etc. Showed all the scary and ugly side of the world… I couldn’t help by sigh… nothing could be changed and people are just repeating their mistakes and all the hypo… Mao Mao was right ..

It just freaking reminded myself of the time when I joined Red Cross, the pledge and everything… It was a pity I didn’t complete Red Cross in Beatty, it was something I was passionate about T_T

Also, I think I will spend all my $ on vacation, so if you’re my boss, pls continue to give me jobs aft I come back otherwise I GG alrd T_T

As for potential sponsors/ whatever boss , do email me if you wana work with me 🙂

Happy CNY

26 Jan

A Happy CNY to all! 

Although my CNY is not very much exciting, but it is an excuse for me to laze around..

Look out for updates soon 🙂


14 Jan

Hello everyone !

I’m currently busy rushing for FYP…

The SPH project so ma fan… I was right, should have done food, at least not so jialat, don’t need interview so many people..

But alas, it’s still a decent project and new experience.

I’m updating my blog because, my friend just gave birth today! :DDDDD

I kept texting her because I’m very excited and NERVOUS 😀

Yesterday she was still saying that she’s not nervous and not scared of pain 😛

Today she texted me aft giving birth, telling me give birth is soooooo painful! I can feel her pain sia.. LOL

Anyway, her baby is sooooooooooooooooooooooo Cute! OMG!~ Too ke ai already, I think I lose to her , wahahahahaha


Wish you jian kang zhang da and stay cute 😀

siao arh ?

12 Jan


I’m so crazy..

Because of editing audio, and because I’m an audio idiot, I spent 3 days trying to edit audio and put the stupid music in , and its using Audacity, which was used when I was a DJ.. WTH..

Now I’m typing literally with my eyes close.. I don’t know how long will my conscious last and I think I’m dying… but I stil have to go on, with deadlines, from PD, to FYP , UT2 etc.. all the crap and bullshit.. but I know, if I finished it with all my effort, I will be able to say bye bye to RP… I waited for 3 years, finally I’m gonna roll away from this sch.. I wanted to do this so badly..

Euodia was asking why I never update my blog, then now I’ll tell you, I slp 2 hours and woke up at 4+ am till now still haven’t sleep.. so carzy…

sorry my FYP team mates, rest assure I will do my part… and thanks for all your help, especially Afiq and Euodia 🙂


nites 😀

Happy 21st Rudy!

31 Dec

Today is New Year’s Eve… Every year this day usually means countdown / work for me..

But ever since 2008, it has a different meaning to me.

I get to know Rudy Benayoun, who is a French 🙂

He’s soooooooo Shuai! Wahahahahaha! (That was how he looked like back then)

That time he was only 17th, and ever since his 18th birthday, I always remember him 😀

And now..

I thought this was some magazine editorial.. but yeah!

Its him :DDDDD

Anyways, this is the 4th Birthday since I know him.

Happy 21st Birthday RUDY!!!! 😀 

I promised I’ll call you to wish you in French next yr 🙂



Goodbye Lukas! Come back soon! :D

22 Dec

As above, am bidding goodbye to Lukas..

Was way overdue, but am sick…

Forgot to add on, my sickness, started with flu, until my nose almost dropped off, then food poisoning for few days, too weak to even go doctor, stay alone prepared to die alone de, so no big deal 😀

Then aft that, respiratory infection. Then together, add with eye infection. And I’m not even a lens wearer.. jialat.. was it because I never sleep for two days straight?

OK. Back to Lukas.

Let me Gan En 1st..

Thank you Nuffnang for letting me know Lukas! AWESOME


I went to Toa Payoh to meet Daniel, Qiu and Lukas.

At Toa Payoh, we decide to bring Lukas to drink Koi, since it’s his last day in Singapore liaosssss

So at Koi..

I bumped into Biao Ge ~


Tong Zi 😀
AWESOME, coz tongzi and me fated de 😀

We went to Whoampoa Keng for Fish soup and Zi Char~ Must thank my dear Natashino / Natatoast for bringing me there on my birthday, otherwise, jiu.. wahahahaha

Donald met us there 😀

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Daniel is so photogenic, coz I took the photo 😀

Qiu with her Rayban Specs 😛

Star of the day, Lukas Wellinger

Me is a toast 😀

Our Foodies for the nite :

Lao Niang’s Camwhoring time :

You think its the end ? Wahahaha!

Next, we walked back to the bus stop, to digest, after a full table of foodies..

We walked past this dodgy long kang, and Donald said to Lukas, ” Lets go in and do something!” .. Lyk some LJ dai ji , then Lukas said “fuck you!” LOLOL!

I took the last few photos of Lukas strolling in SG 😀

On the way…

I thought this was quite nice?

Finally got the chance to :

Walk to the back of Trellis Tower 😀

Lukas and me try to act like couple 😛

my face again

Lukas’ nail art

We departed at TPY interchange.

Next day, I went to Lukas’ hse to help him carry his luggage to airport

His luggages were so big and heavy, we were like siao lang, so many ppl look at us in train 😛

Lukas made cakes for us 😛

I bought a Domo for Lukas, looked for it for damn long then manage to find one pillow like domo, so in case Lukas don’t hug it, at least he can use as pillow and wont throw him away T_T
Now this small one is a German Domo 😛

Lukas and Domo migrating to Germany

That’s how much we had

Wait! What is HAPPENING?

OH NO!!!!


We walked… to …


Last sg meal before he left 😀

Photo Taking TIME!


Oh Why ?

22 Dec

Hey Readers!

I got some people asking me about my blog, why isit password protected?

As you can see, my most recent’s blog post are some weird name, which sounded like assignments?

And yes, it is my assignment, which is my portfolio development. OMG

Talking about that, omg, it is really making me crazy… It was real hard, I wasn’t a writer type of person… at least, I felt that I could’ve wrote way better if you let me write in Chinese…

When I was in Secondary school, my English Teacher, Mrs Shiva and Mrs Ramesh, both said that I could only write stories like ” Once upon a time, in a far far lala land, there live a bird… today is a sunny day… ”

Correct me if I’m wrong, this is narrative descriptive, meaning “talk and describe” ?

Which is mostly what I’m doing now? In blog, talking and describing .. LOL

My teachers have foresight.. I used to don’t believe them.. but now.. yes..

I remembered this stupid Mrs Singh, my F&N teacher, who said I was stupid to change sch to pursue my F&N..I hate her, but anyways, she said, I would either be someone super super duper lousy, or I will be someone “big” … Maybe my size? wahahaha!

But anyways, she said I won’t work for people, literally a full time “job”… sit there rot… LOL

True enough, yes, I’m like this..

Ok, back to the point about my blog protected thingy..

These “articles” are my portfolio, which HAS to be hosted online, it is mandatory according to my sch’s criteria. If not, I’ll fail, and RETAIN one semester T_T

My school made this rule, you’ve to submit through online, send all the articles, then……. print out one hard copy…… then…………………. copy all the soft copies into 3 CDs….. then, HOST THEM ONLINE …

So yeah, sorry, for the time being, until my advisor approve my “articles” (if they’re one), I can’t unprotect them, arhbo i die .. wahahahaha

Oh, anws, I once had the passion to write, and I siao siao thought I can write super super well.. but you read my blog confirm know, this siao ah lian.. LOL

I’m writing blog as a form of sharing (useful or not?) I dont know…

As for so many days not writing, because I fell sick, trying to rest more if possible…

Had blood clots in my mucus, jialat sia.. From 7th sick till now. Self medicate cannot, go doc, take doc med, cannot… blood clot even more.. like those “drama” , vomit blood, I ” blow blood” 😀

Breathing also got problem, all jialat…

Till now still like that… OMG

Then my PD make me big fat head. FYP cannot submit, send/ communicate. I don’t know why, just failed, Afiq didn’t reply me… Euodia’s pic, jialat, coz HuiKeng not in office, cannot retake..

Also, my school de RPRC people SUPER GUAI LAN!

They really KNNCCB! Next time I buy equipment throw in their face, idiots!

People in RP will know how they KPKBKNNCCBKNS 😀

So these are all my reasons for not blogging and “locking” some articles, anws, its just work, nothing interesting 😀